There is healing in tears.
We are incredibly blessed to be parents. I am so excited to be a Mommy after all these years!
There are times when I'm at Sean's bedside and suddenly I begin to weep uncontrollably.
Most of the time, tears of joy of being a Mommy. Other times, tears of sadness that Sean is in an incubator with tubes and monitors. Yesterday, I wept tears of sadness, but it felt good to release and not deny my feelings.
I sang to him....it felt so good. Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and a couple of Portuguese lullabies.
I know Sean is in good hands, but I can't help desire for him to be in my arms.
He will be in my arms one day when he is ready. For now, we will wait patiently and continue to hope for the best.
The RNs and Doctors say he is doing well. He is just experiencing the normal premature things that premies his size go through. I have hope that he will be able to breathe and eat on his own in time (Sean's time, not Mommy's time).
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